Tonight I went to a surprise party for a friend that was put together by her boyfriend...and I am happy to say that I wasn't tempted in the least bit by the table of food and only had one glass of wine and ate my rice cakes. Being 30 plus pounds away from my goal doesn't really allow me to cheat or to be really lax. I have to loose another 15 pounds before I can be comfortable around food in which I am not sure of the calorie count.
Anyway, it was a really nice party and the bf put a lot of thought and heart into it. It made me kinda think how awesome it must be to have someone in your life that cares about you that much and goes to such lengths to make you happy...this is a total and complete foreign concept in my world. There are a lot of great things about being single, but none of them really can compare to having someone in your life that thinks you are worth the effort.
I get nervous when I think about what it will mean to be 50 and single. Yeah I am only 27 going on 28, but it does stresses me out to think about having to survive this life alone...tonight really has got me to thinking about how I am going to secure my future financially and emotionally by myself...I have got to start making decisions about this things.
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